Note to readers: I’m going to do the Holocaust bit first, if that’s OK with you.
So today – when I could have been doing productive work! – I instead visited the Imperial War Museum with my grandparents. Oddly – and I say oddly because I would have perhaps expected the reverse – they went off to see the James Bond exhibition whilst I instead spent my hour studying the Holocaust. What surprised me about the exhibition – and it’s a tribute to how well it was put together – was that I was totally engrossed, despite the fact that Nazi Germany always threatens to be so over-studied and revisited (UKTV History anyone?) that it becomes too familiar and stale. Well, this wasn’t, and it was fascinating. Not so much the actual Holocaust itself – for the stories of concentration camps and gas chambers are dark horror but also intensely alien and unfamiliar – but the years leading up to it, with video footage of Jewish shops being guarded by the SS, memories of children suddenly being bullied at school and the steady build-up of Nazi power. You could picture elder Germans, unimpressed by impressionable youth marching in uniform, musing over meals and drinks that this was bound to be a phase – a short bout of nationalistic fervour led by a charismatic orator whose star would surely soon fade – and then realising one by one that things weren’t going to snap back to normal.
And in a way it’s unfortunate that we look back at this happening in Germany, with the slight reassurance of distance that it didn’t happen here. Because although most people would readily accept that the phenomenon wasn’t intrinsically ‘German’, that it ‘could have happened here too’ (or perhaps, a tad over-confidentially, argue that it has or is) the fact is that there’s still a too easy association to make between Germany and the Nazis, as if it didn’t happen in our own civilisation, our own way of living with cities and bureaucracy and respectable modernity. I’m thinking especially of the postcard comment at the end of the exhibition which was divided between the ‘good guys’ (British, Americans – and then, added a touch hesitantly, Jews) against the ‘bad guys’ (Germans). I really hope that was ironic.
Anyway, before I ramble on disconnectedly, let me finally add that I had forgotten that my Grandpa left Germany for Britain at the age of 8 in 1936. 1936! That’s cutting it a bit fine, surely? I’m feeling rather lucky that Britain has always been a bit rubbish at actually getting around to stopping those bloody foreigners coming over here and expanding the pool of goods and services to be bought and sold taking our jobs…
Sorry if I’ve depressed anyone Here’s a photo or two from Tuesday night!

Look at all that yummy spaghetti

Shiny happy people

Enthralled

Group photo!
Thank you ever so much to everyone who came to the joint Dominic-Tasha dinner party last night, and obviously even more thanks to Tash for helping out. It was a fantastic night – although a complete blur of people and loud conversations! – and I shall hopefully find time to blog a little bit more about it and\or amusing photos later on. For moment, there are really only two majorly important things to say: first, thanks to Lucy’s help I now have a beautiful new desk assembled in my room (redressing Matthew’s one criticism of my living space, in fact) and second, I’m currently listening to Abbi’s cheese mix CD which she very kindly made for me! Again, more details to follow but I’m enjoying it lots so far…

Hilarious.
Money Out…
Over £17 million (and counting) – scrapping Venezuelan oil deal.
Over £100 million (estimated) – designing and implementing a replacement for high-capacity bendy buses with lower capacity buses.
£30 – £60 million – protecting the worst polluting cars from a £25 congestion charge.
£400,000 – paying off Porsche for the privilege of doing so.
£465,000 – a ‘transition team’.
…and Money In (from your fares)
Bus fares up from 90p to £1, with the daily cap rising from £3 to £3.30. (More expensive than Birmingham.) An on-peak Tube journey in Zone 1 up from £1.50 to £1.60, and £2.00 to £2.20 in Zones 1 and 2. There is some good news: the off-peak period on the Tube is expanded to include the time between 9.30 and 16.00, and he’s reintroducing the half-price bus travel scheme for those on Income Support which he originally scrapped. But essentially, under Boris you’re a winner if you drive a Porsche, work for Boris or make buses for nostalgics. (Hint: if you’re not one of those, you’re probably a loser.)
Things I’ve watched: Mamma Mia, again, although this time with sing-a-long subtitles that almost no-one sung along to. It has totally reinforced my recent love for ABBA though. Also: Man on Wire, a documentary about the French tightrope walker who performed on a wire at the top of the Twin Towers in New York in 1974. He was so charmingly playing to the eccentric ‘philosopher poet’ stereotype, and it’s obviously a poor reflection on my Anglo-Saxonness that I spent half the film wondering how on earth he paid for it all. And speaking of such capitalism, I also finally saw Good Bye Lenin which was – as expected – a lovely film. I think I know now why watching films set under socialism makes me feel strangely (obviously falsely) nostalgic and wistful for the USSR – it’s just to do with the very idea of lives being so politicised and based on a political ideology, rather than the specific ideology itself. Aw. Probably.
Things I dig: Crime mapping! I don’t think crime has ever been this much fun – particularly as it proves my long-held (and recently supported by White Teeth) assertion that Willesden High Road manages to change from a ‘good’ to ‘bad’ side after the library. Yay! The other fantastic thing I have discovered today is a song with the following lyrics: Ken is the man that we all need \ Ken is the leader of the GLC! Could you get much more perfect than that?*
Disconnected thoughts, suitably obscured by presenting them in the form of hypothetical article titles from academic journals: The Rise and Fall of Alex Trafford: Lessons for the Comprehensive Future**; “Don’t Go Wasting Your Emotion”: Blogging Feelings in the Public Space; ABBA and paternalistic conservatism? An analysis of the lyrical content of People Need Love.
Watch out for: TfL fare rises to be announced tomorrow, sources suggest.
*You can’t put qualifiers on perfect, yada yada.
**I’ll take ‘and Fall’ out of the title if you get in touch to say hi
I’m not sure that last night really qualifies as a pub crawl seeing as there was a definite lack of any shouting or vomiting, but in our pub ‘ramble’ Joshua and I did manage to go from The Corrib (atmosphere: relaxed) to Paradise (atmosphere: packed) to The Regent (atmosphere: sit outside on the curb). And it was also the kind of night that threw out special guest stars along the way, with Robert behind the bar at Paradise proving that it really does pay to know a barman, Alix showing up later (hi!) with happy exuberance and Matthew joining us at the end in his stylish black coat to be wonderfully Matthewish. And I wish to dedicate this paragraph to the guy standing at the door of Paradise, who after watching us being challenged for ID to get in – and me actually being able to produce a passport! – high-fived me for still being young. Thank you kindly Sir
It would also be wrong of me not to mention Robert’s brilliant dinner party on Wednesday night, which Abbi has encapsulated well on her blog. I can only agree with her that walking home through Gladstone Park at night is a true test of nerves, although luckily we didn’t make those amateur horror movie mistakes such as splitting up to explore, making the girls wear revealing nightgowns or fighting amongst ourselves so as not to notice the approaching danger. (And apologies to any fans of serious, multi-layered horror movies feeling insulted by this deeply unfair characterisation.)